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| Sunday, March 15th, 2009 | | 4:59 pm |
Surprise!
Well hello all I'm amazed my account still works as it's been over a year since I last logged in. I still here, here on LJ, here in college, here in the near constant state of confusion I have been in for the past 4ish years. Can't really tell you why I'm posting again, I'm sitting in the union computer cluster trying to type away on a paper that, if I fuck up, will end my college career here at umaine and as is normal for me is due tomorrow in about 17 hours and i'm no where close to done. Unlike my old days I'm not slightly drunk(yet), though there is a nice bottle of 10 year old bourbon sitting at home if I wished it. I think I mostly just wanted to start writing and hope that somehow it would jump start the academic mind I keep chained up somewhere in the back of my brain. If I had more time I'd look back over the postings I've made and comment on how I've changed or how I felt about what I was thinking back then, but I'm on a deadline. One thing I do notice is that while you who will be maybe reading with will not see the number of spelling errors I have made you will see that I have at least grasped the concept of punctuation; However, I have by no means mastered it. To show I care you'll have noticed my user pic is now back to the calligraphy of something I do not remember, but which is much more SFW then the woman's nude moving butt, the naked upper half of the asian girl clearly having sex or the rather attractive topless lady running her hands up her body. Since I started this Journal I'm on my 4'th computer, my 4'th car and my 4'th building draw from that what ever you will. I'm sorry to make my returning post so brief I'd really like to go on longer but I think some new ideas are percolating up there so I'll be off to try them out. Goodbye for now whoever still has me on their lists I'll try not to be gone so long next time. | | Friday, February 15th, 2008 | | 1:38 pm |
New computer on the way
So its time I moved in to the new computing world. i have just build and bought a new pc off new egg. 2.4 AMD Athlon 64 X2 4600+ cooled with copper/aluminum heatsink and 90mm fan 2x 2 gig dual channel ddr 533 pc4200 sticks 4 gigs total 512mb ati radion x 1650pro video card 320gig sata 3gig/sec hard drive 550watt power supply all to be mounted on a easy to overclock BIOSTAR TA770 A2+ AMD 770 ATX Motherboard maybe this will all get here before break on the 29th maybe it'll be here when I get back but by the time classes start again i will be rocking the new computer hard core. thank you newegg! | | Thursday, February 7th, 2008 | | 2:07 pm |
| | Monday, December 31st, 2007 | | 5:58 am |
quizzy (from sam)
The Five Love LanguagesMy primary love language is probably Physical Touchwith a secondary love language being Quality Time. Complete set of results| Physical Touch: | | 12 | | Quality Time: | | 8 | | Acts of Service: | | 4 | | Receiving Gifts: | | 3 | | Words of Affirmation: | | 3 |
Information Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others. Take the quiz | | Thursday, December 6th, 2007 | | 5:32 pm |
Tagged from sam
A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself. 1. I'm often more scared then I let on. 2. I never really lose feelings for anyone, anyone I have loved, I love now as much as I ever have. 3. I like some country songs 4. I fall in love at first sight. 5. I often think I am fat. 6. I tend to drink to much. 7. Despite my fear of marriage I wish to have a family one day, though fear I will not be able to fulfill that dream. B. Tag seven people to do the same. Amy, Bryan, Wolf, Andrew, Charlene, Chii, ? . | | Sunday, November 18th, 2007 | | 7:31 am |
Golden Gem of the 70's
Yesterday I found what could be the funniest movie ever made. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0074113/ Having downloaded and watched the film, it really is what it says a singing, dancing romp through a x-rated wonderland. As this is from the 70's the girls and guys are all real and normal looking, in fact the girl playing Alice is quite cute. I'll work on sharing this overlooked classic as best I can. "well if it feels good theres a good chance it must be bad" "Alice if it feels good it is good learn to trust yourself" | | Saturday, November 10th, 2007 | | 3:16 pm |
Last August I made a post about my Great-uncle Fred, Well I am sad to say that this Thursday he past peacefuly during the night at the age of 96. He was the last of his generation in my family after my great-Grandmother, who left three years ago at 95. He was and is a role model for me on how to live life to its fullest and enjoy every day, and how to not let your age tell you how old you are. http://www.legacy.com/providence/Obituaries.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonID=97607965 You will be missed and remembered. | | Monday, September 17th, 2007 | | 8:17 pm |
back in black
alone here at home feeling very sad and lost my family is away in oregon seeing my brother off to school, the pugs are boarded for the week. "where are the pugs that were barking, where is the warmth of the family, i don't have anytime anymore." and i will be going to work for the next 3 or 4 days in a row and sleeping on the boat, but the boat is all wrong the carol jean is not for me the energy is messed up not evil or bad but wrong it sets me adrift inside the nights i stay i spend in bars or passed out somewhere on the boat, i don't drink alone i drink with those i like and trust, its all the people i never liked in high school and college rolled in to a crew, about a month to a month and a half left now till the end of the boat run, hope i can stay grounded long enough to make it. | | Sunday, August 12th, 2007 | | 12:14 am |
on the stupidity and calous cruilness of man
so today i find that someone on the other team on my boat is a ax murderer or will be, they tested the penetration of a steel fire axe on various things in our crew quarters the fridge, the steel safe, the steel bulkheads both walls and ceiling, a wooden door, and a bed. they mostly used the pearcing pick end save for 4 or 5 good sized bade marks in the wall. as a result of this we can no longer use the crews quarters thanks stupid person. after that there was the normal human stupitity of drunken people save for one real fucker who put their tiny kitten in a freight box, it was in a little cat carrier but thsis is freight its loaded and unloaded by stupid brazillians on forklifts who go fast over bumps and bounce the loads around fucking people, had i not been cleaning dried chunky puke off the walls and floor of the cabin i would have hand carried the poor thing off. really people why also if we have a sign up that says " NO BOOZE SERVED ON THIS TRIP" please don't ask if that includes wine or just assume that beer isn't alchaol and order it anyway after just reading the sign or as you are reading the sign. thus ends my rant now i must to bed with me as i have a long drive to go to tomotrrow and a wedding to attent at the end of it glad i'll be having a nice bottle of sailor jerry 92 proof rum with me to see me through. and sorry andrew i don't think i'm going to try and pull the jolite jake look as the black suit coats give me that "big man in a little coat look though i will bring it along with the pants in case i wanna try it so bring that hats just in case. | | Monday, July 2nd, 2007 | | 12:01 am |
i think after long study i have discovered why i like lesbian porn, the girls seem to be enjoying themselves more and are more playful about sex rather then normal porn where there is a lot of disrespect, donanince, and a harsher attitude. most times if theres name calling in a lesbian video its in a joking way also theres a stronger focus on kissing and foreplay and general enjoyment for all parties involved and to my eye there looks to be less faking in girl on girl least when the girls actually like girls and arn't just there for the money. | | Sunday, July 1st, 2007 | | 11:45 pm |
its easy to see how people thought the world was flat out on the sea. withe the flat bottom clouds above you marking the top of the world and the oceans streaching out beyond the end of your sight its easy to imaging us just living in a layer of the world only so high and so wide all round us. yes all i'm back on the boat my first 59 hour week is done i'm dirty tiored and sore, 2 more days of working then lots of 4th of july drinking then a few days later driving miss jenny so avast ya skirvy swine i be back at sea! | | Sunday, June 17th, 2007 | | 1:50 am |
I'm back after a long wait
I'm back on the ocean again. worked a 10 and a half hour day today, felt just like i never left. picking up 40+ hours Monday-Thursday this week then a day off then my normal 3 on 3 off i think, no on knows for sure when we will settle down into the normal routine yet. The day was so beautiful that even the sore back, salt stiffened hands, and burned face feel like blessings. i have the short days for the next 2 weeks only 7:50am to 6:30pm which is good cause my mind remembers the fun times and my body remembers the work. least this way it can get use to it before we start the 7:50am-9:30 or 10:30pm shifts around the 4th. well a salty farewell for now :) | | Thursday, June 7th, 2007 | | 7:05 pm |
| | 9:18 am |
unrelated note
this summer I am being flown out to sunny California to visit a old friend I have not seen in quite a while, i am quite looking foward to it as I have missed her the past year or 2. | | 8:27 am |
current feeling
Have you ever loved someone, saw yourself with them in the future, but lost them through your own stupidity? It a horrible feeling and I hope none of you have to know it. I loved her more then I knew, more then I could express then, and I still do. I can't do anything about it cause she found someone who could treat her better then I did and she is happy. I am truly happy for her, but I know that I'll have a empty hole in me for a long time, even if I find a new girl it's not going to be the same. I can wish I'd done things better all I want but none of them are going to matter no amount of wishing will put things back the way they were nor would I want to take her away from who she has. Well thats me for now. Current Mood:  melancholy | | Sunday, June 3rd, 2007 | | 11:19 am |
I have decided to try to look like the tanned guys at the side of the road with no shirts and muscles that girls whistle at from moving cars. By the end of summer maybe I too will be a symbol of socially acceptable male hotness to be cat called at from speeding cars. well current weight is 230 I'm thinking maybe 200-210 would look better, who knows... well talk to you all later. | | Tuesday, May 29th, 2007 | | 11:14 am |
Zooings
sams coming down, we are going to the zoo. yay! | | Sunday, May 27th, 2007 | | 4:20 am |
less emo post
well its been about a week since i moved in the house is great we even have a backyard with trees. money is still a problem but i go in for a drug test tuesday to start the ferry on june 16th. i get my last IT check next friday and the station by my house gives their gas away for 2.97-3.01 cheaper then maine or my old home. my rooms great the people are awesome in the area lots of culture around. i have short hair now still feels a bit weird but i had been meaning to for a while, plus my face is less hairy cut it down to just a goatee now. i'm open to visitors so anyone with some free time and wants to swing by please call or respond i'll be glad to have you. only minor bad news i need a new hard drive my current windows drive sounds like someone is running a angle grinder inside my case,feeling kinda bummed by being single still but eh these will pass. well bye for now going to wath the indy 500 later today with my friend andy. catch you all later. | | Wednesday, May 16th, 2007 | | 10:19 am |
| | Saturday, May 12th, 2007 | | 6:31 pm |
Nicks emo entry
Nick is feeling down. the lonely house, his bad grades, moving out of maine, to go to a home he hasn't seen before in a city low on trees. having no money, not even enough for food. having almost no meaning to his life. but he hides it well keeps up the smile and the happy attitudes cause the answers to the questions that would be asked shame him cause he knows he could have done better. better in love, better in school , in life, in money. "the greatest thing you'll ever know is just to love and be loved in return" but i lost that. lost it by being stupid, no amount of hugs or cuddles can replace real love and when i pretend they mean more then they are it only makes the pain worse I am nick's lonely soul |
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